Martha: Vi, lo telfon ke Setiabudi gih sana!
gue (nyelak): hah? Setiabudi?
Martha: iya, si Juju.

WAKWAW!!!!!

from a distance

have Faith and let go

so in love with you

You are to me
What poetry tries to say with a word
You are a song
All the music my heart ever heard

I can't escape
The air that I breathe even speaks of you
And I'm not ashamed to say
That I feel this way

I will stand before God
Give you all that I've got
I can promise you I'll be true
I reveal here and now
As we both take this vow
I am so in love [So in love], with, with you (Ooh, hoo...)

Words can't express
What I confess with each beat of my heart
I'm overwhelmed
With a passionate affair from the start, oh...

Our love will grow
As the years come and go, I will be by your side, oh, yes, I will
There isn't anything
That I would deny

I will stand before God
Give you all that I've got
I can promise you I'll be true
I reveal here and now
As we both take this vow
I am so in love, I am so in love with you

I promise to honor and cherish you
For better or for worse
I'll be there for you
For richer or for poorer
In sickness and in health
Till death do us part
(And I will)
From this day on and forever

I will (I will) stand before God
Give you all that I've got
I can promise you I'll be true (I will promise you)
I reveal here and now
As we both take this vow
I am so in love [I am so in love], I am so in love
I am so in love with you (Ooh...ooh...)
I am so in love (With you)

 

(UNV)

after the love has gone

For awhile to love was all we could do
we were young and we knew
and our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For awhile we paid no mind to the past
we knew love would last
Ev`ry night somethin` right
would invite us to begin the dance

Somethin` happened along the way
what used to be happy was sad
Somethin` happened along the way
and yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh afterthe love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that`s lost be found

For awhile to love each other with all
we would ever need
Love was strong for so long
never knew that what was
wrong oh baby wasn`t right
We tried to find what we had
till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin` happened along the way
yesterday was all we had
Somethin` happened along the way
what used to be happy is sad

Somethin` happened along the way
oh yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that`s lost be found

Oh oh oh oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that`s lost be found
Oh woh woh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that`s lost be found

KEEP A SAFE DISTANT. LAGI GA PENGEN NGOMONG!!!!!

 

*kesel-banget-mode ON
 

today's horoscope

Get ready to have your passion for travel reawakened. Is your passport current?

this morning

29:8 ~ And We have enjoined on man goodness to his parents. But if they contend with thee to associate (others) with Me, of which thou hast no knowledge, obey them not. To Me is your return, so I will inform you of what you did.
80:42 ~ Those are the disbelievers, the wicked.

hey hey apakah ini?

(taken Sunday, 15.01.06)

bagaikan tetesan hujan di batasnya kemarau
berikan kesejukan yang lama tak kunjung datang
menghapus dahaga jiwaku akan cinta sejati

betapa sempurna dirimu di mata hatiku
tak pernah kurasakan damai sedamai bersamamu
tak ada yang bisa yang mungkin kan mengganti tempatmu

kau membuat ku merasa hebat karena ketulusan cintamu
ku merasa teristimewa
hanya karena cinta kauberi padaku sepenuhnya
buat ku selalu merasa berarti

kini ku merasa hebat
karena kau yang membuatku makin kuat
jantungku berderap cepat
semua yang berat pun bisa lewat
tiada cinta yang sehebat cintamu
melayang ku terbang berenang di awan
tak akan kubiarkan lepas
dan jatuh sekarang
ku cinta sang cinta
dan kan terus mencinta

HATI-HATI KECOLONGAN!

beware!
aware!
watch your step CAREFULLY!
DQ yang bener!
iqro yang bener!

3:38 ~ So the angels called to him as he stood praying in the sanctuary Allah gives thee the good news of John, verifying a word from Allah, and honourable and chaste and a prophet from among the good ones

33:8 ~ That He may question the truthful of their truth, and He has prepared for the disbelievers a painful chastisement.

3:3-8 ~
3 He has revealed to thee the Book with truth, verifying that which is before it, and He revealed the Torah and the Gospel aforetime, a guidance for the people, and He sent the Discrimination. Those who disbelieve in the messages of Allah for them is a severe chastisement. And Allah is Mighty, the Lord of retribution.
4 Surely nothing in the earth or in the heaven is hidden from Allah.
5 He it is Who shapes you in the wombs as He pleases. There is no god but He, the Mighty, the Wise.
6 He it is Who has revealed the Book to thee; some of its verses are decisive -- they are the basis of the Book -- and others are allegorical. Then those in whose hearts is perversity follow the part of it which is allegorical, seeking to mislead, and seeking to give it (their own) interpretation. And none knows its interpretation save Allah, and those firmly rooted in knowledge. They say We believe in it, it is all from our Lord. And none mind except men of understanding.
7 Our Lord, make not our hearts to deviate after Thou hast guided us and grant us mercy from Thee; surely Thou art the most liberal Giver.
8 Our Lord, surely Thou art the Gatherer of men on a day about which there is no doubt. Surely Allah will not fail in (His) promise.


85:6-8 ~
6 When they sit by it,
7 And they are witnesses of what they do with the believers.
8 And they punished them for naught but that they believed in Allah, the Mighty, the Praised,


86:6-9 ~
6 He is created of water pouring forth,
7 Coming from between the back and the ribs.
8 Surely He is able to return him (to life).
9 On the day when hidden things are manifested,

UNIVERSAL

got 2 assignments on Universal: Universal Hobby and Universal Production. o ow..

F 1111 CN

pass me by at Sudirman, looking for a way to enter a building. 30 minutes later si Tante ngsms dia lagi di Jakarta. barusan gue baru ngeh arti F 1111 CN itu murid perempuan (F) Bapak is Coming Now :)
thanks, Ren!

Wz @ 18.01.06

kalo ga ada benci masihkah ku kan mencinta
kalo ga ada gelap masihkah kurindukan terang
atau semua itu hanya satu
hanya DIA
dan..
kulupa...
duh GUSTI...
cemburuMU membuatku malu
sayangMU membuatku bingung
namun hanya cintaMU yang pasti
bahkan bukan cintaku
karena itu hanya milikmu
izinkanku merasakan cintaMU lagi...
lewat kefanaan dunia dan keabadian akhirat
lewat matanya dan mataMU
lewat senyumnya dan senyumMU
lewat peluknya dan pelukMU
sungguh KAU ajarkan ku cinta...
tanpa syarat tanpa alasan
karena sungguh itu diriMU yaaa ARRAHMAAAN ARRAAHIIIm
izinkan ku menunaikan amanahMU
sebagai pewaris SANG PECINTA SEJATI
sebagai makhluk cinta
yang berenang di lautan cinta
hidup hanya untuk memberi cinta
pun tak mungkin hidup tanpa cinta
dan matipun penuh cinta...

kenyang

sepanjang perjalanan ke kantor liat 1111 dimana2. yg telak banget: B 1165 PG. PG = Pak Guru. wihihihihi....
iya Pak, weekend ini saya ga boleh nakal ya?

dapet ini juga: 25:25
~ The Day the heaven shall be rent asunder with clouds and angels shall be sent down descending in ranks
(hari ketika langit pecah belah mengeluarkan kabut putih dan diturunkanlah malaikat bergelombang-gelombang.)

i gotta beware, aware, watch my step carefully.

lembuhuhuhuhur...

ngebut ngerjain BioOne. thanks to my boss who assigned me at 11 am. yang laen pada lembur ngerjain itu juga sih hehe. gue ngerjain webnya, mereka POS. maju terus pantang munduuurrr...

ada yang nemenin gue dong hihihi...

this one's CUTE too

unlocking target

Dalam rangka realisasi Tahun Lebih Sayang Anak gue mencabut
deadline yang gue buat tahun lalu untuk menikah.

my reason to convert

nice eh?

my typical desk situation at office

keterangan foto:
- tempat es krim Wall's 3 in 1: berisi makaroni schotel dari Febby. dulunya dipake nyokap untuk bawain kacang-teri dari Batam :D
- handsfree PDA
- PDA saya tecayang, 'duduk' di atas tas kucing silver, tempat nyimpen PDA dan hp (dan kartu ATM dan KTP dan handsfree dan koin dan kotak nomer Fren yang belum diaktifkan dan LAP KACAMATA untuk?? bersihin kacamata dong! dan bersihin screen PDA hehe)
- tas kerja/main/jalan2/nginep

samar2 keliatan wallpaper PDAnya kan? *maksa*
sekarang lagi pake theme Evenstar. wallpapernya liontin kalung Elf pacarnya Aragorn di LOTR. siapa ya namanya? lupa euy...

this is what happens when you put all things together in one place at one time. tangled.

ya Allah... hanya Engkaulah Tuhanku
tiada Tuhan selain Engkau
Engkau telah menciptakan diriku dan aku termasuk golongan hambaMu yang akan tetap mengikuti ketentuanMu serta janjiMu semampu yang aku lakukan
sesungguhnya aku mohon perlindunganMu dari kejahatan dan keburukan apapun yang mungkin ataupun yang telah aku lakukan
aku mensyukuri akan nikmat karunia yang telah Engkau limpahkan kepadaku dan aku mengakui dosa-dosaku
ya Allah... ampunilah aku..
sesungguhnya tiada yang dapat memberi ampunan melainkan hanya Engkau semata...

(wirid pembersih 1)

off we go again...

later tonight :)
wish me luck, sisters and brothers... and wish me LOVE too :)

QS Yusuf (12):22-28

22. When Joseph attained His full manhood, We gave him power and knowledge: thus do We reward those who do right.

23. But she in whose house he was, sought to seduce him from his (true) self: she fastened the doors, and said: "Now come, thou (dear one)!" He said: "(Allah) forbid! truly (thy husband) is my lord! he made my sojourn agreeable! truly to no good come those who do wrong!"

24. And (with passion) did she desire him, and he would have desired her, but that he saw the evidence of his Lord: thus (did We order) that We might turn away from him (all) evil and shameful deeds: for he was one of Our servants, sincere and purified.

25. So they both raced each other to the door, and she tore his shirt from the back: they both found her lord near the door. She said: "What is the (fitting) punishment for one who formed an evil design against thy wife, but prison or a grievous chastisement?"

26. He said: "It was she that sought to seduce me - from my (true) self." And one of her household saw (this) and bore witness, (thus):- "If it be that his shirt is rent from the front, then is her tale true, and he is a liar!

27. "But if it be that his shirt is torn from the back, then is she the liar, and he is telling the truth!"

28. So when he saw his shirt,- that it was torn at the back,- (her husband) said: "Behold! It is a snare of you women! truly, mighty is your snare!


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hari ini gue disuruh benerin PPMK. di webnya dong ada nomer HOTLINE BENCANA.
Telfon: 52 65 043.
Fax: 527 1111.

WAKWAW!!!!!

mesti rajin2 ikut kuliah Bapak nih... biar 777 tetep jalan di bawah bimbingan 1111 :)

saturday night ballad

isn't it sick that i don't need any reason to love him but now i'm
looking for reasons to leave him? am i just pathetic or what?!

saya bosen. SANGAT.

QS 20:64-70

64 So settle your plan, then come in ranks, and he will succeed indeed this day who is uppermost.
65 They said: O Moses, wilt thou cast, or shall we be the first to cast down?
66 He said: Nay! Cast you down. Then lo! their cords and their rods it appeared to him by their enchantment as if they ran.
67 So Moses conceived fear in his mind.
68 We said: Fear not, surely thou art the uppermost.
69 And cast down what is in thy right hand -- it will eat up what they have wrought. What they have wrought is only the trick of an enchanter, and the enchanter succeeds not wheresoever he comes from.
70 So the enchanters fell down prostrate, saying: We believe in the Lord of Aaron and Moses.

aammmiiinnn....

hmmm...

gerimis dari pagi, matahari bersinar dengan agak malas, big boss cuti, lagu menye2... lengkap sudah godaan untuk tidur siang ini... *yawn*
and i miss you babe...

2005 is a great year..

Found my way of going back Home at the beginning of 2005. right about... now :)

Dapet banyak pelajaran di tahun ini terutama yg berhubungan dgn bab utama gue: unconditional love. May i be a mirror of The Light, may i shine brightly along The Way...

Terima kasih Tuhan atas segala yang Kauberikan padaku. Cahayamu, Kasihmu, ilmu untuk mengenalMu, guru untuk membimbingku, saudara2 tempatku berbagi Keagunganmu, keluarga sebagai saluran Kasih Sayangmu, seeemuanya... You're my Everything... Sempurnakan cahaya hamba, ya Yang Maha Cahaya...