Wednesday, March 28, 2007

if the karma reunites us again in the future, then it will be a holy union
(a nice quote from a good friend)

26

Finally revealed! Segitu lama gue cari2 artinya apa, baru ketauan tadi waktu nunggu pesawat ke Balikpapan dari Tarakan. Dasar!! Ternyata 26 itu emang bukan kuman, haha..
Jelas banget ya padahal tanda2nya: 26 1 72. Hahahaha.. Lega gue legaaaa..
Bener kan, it is 26, not 8. Yang 8 mah gue tau apaan.

Tadi otw ke Jakarta dari Surabaya gue iseng cari Radit. Liat2 ke awan, siapa tau kakinya gantung2 nendang2 angin. Eh.. "Mama.. !!" hahahaha.. Dasaaaar..
Well, if he's ready to make a comeback to Earth, i gotta prepare myself too :)




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Leo pemalu

Tadi kita mampir ke Kawasan Konservasi Hutan Mangrove dan Bekantan. Ngobrol2 sama pak Kadir dan Gufran tentang bekantan. Pak Kadir bilang, bekantan kawin di bulan 12. Hamil selama 7-8 bulan. Berarti hampir semua bekantan bintangnya LEO hahahaha.. Lucunya mereka ini sifatnya pemalu dan susah bergaul.
Boarding dulu ya. Mo pulang ke Jakarta lewat Balikpapan dan Surabaya naik Mandala. C u!




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Monday, March 26, 2007

"You Needed Me"


I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
You held me up
You gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool
I finally found someone who really cares

(You needed me)

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me love
When I was at the end
And turned my life
Back into truth again You even called me 'friend'

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

You needed me
You needed me
Oh, yes, you needed me
You needed me

Sunday, March 25, 2007

To my dearest heart..

Sayang, sore ini aku ngobrol sama Cinuk. Dia lg pusing krn banyak tugas. Dia kasi lirik lagunya Rivermaya - You'll be safe here. Reminds me of you, "Put your heart in my hands, you'll be safe here.."

Sayang, terima kasih untuk semuanya. S e m u a n y a.
I'm not good with words. But i'm sure you know how i feel about us.

I love you.

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Friday, March 23, 2007

Tante 'ngamuk'

kalo menurut saya mah ya,... mungkin..sibuk itu ketika kita yang telah dianugrahi "kemampuan untuk memilih" somehow terlibas oleh pilihan2 yang dilakukan oleh sekitar kita. Dalam kata lain "keduluan"... jadinya kita terkadang sibuk untuk melakukan "pilihan2" yg sudah diputuskan orang lain atau kita juga jadi sibuk untuk menjalani "pilihan" kita sendiri, padahal ada pilihan lain untuk: "ngga sibuk..ah.." tapi ada juga buntut konsekwensi dibelakangnya... jadi mungkinkah kita menjadi budak dari "pilihan" ? atau mungkinkah "pilihan" itu yang kita perbudak demi.. suatu hasrat? mungkin sibuk itu suatu bentuk konsekwensi bagi terciptanya atau terpilihnya suatu "pilihan" ? nah,.. kalo gitu mungkin ga ya membuat suatu pilihan ( bukan memilih lagi.. tapi membuat! ) tanpa iming2 kesibukan ??
kalo udah ada yg "maqom"-nya tinggi mungkin bisa berbagi tips dan trik nih buat tante... tapi jangan buang body ya...( misalnya: "ah mau milih atau tidak yang penting menyatu"...ini sih..sapi juga tau..) he he he


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hwahahahahahahhaa... gue suka, Tan, gue sukaaaaa...
KEREN!

Friday I'm In Love

I don't care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday I don't care about you
it's friday I'm in love

monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn't even start
it's friday I'm in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate...

I don't care if monday's black
tuesday wednesday heart attack
thursday never looking back
it's friday I'm in love

monday you can hold your head
tuesday wednesday stay in bed
orthursday watch the walls instead
it's friday I'm in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate...

dressed up to the eyes
it's a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
throwing out your frown
and just smiling at the sound
and as sleek as a shriek
spinning round and round
always take a big bite
it's such a gorgeous sight
to see you in the middle of the night
you can never get enough
enough of this stuff
it's friday
I'm in love


(The Cure)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Europe

Just got off the phone with Tante. Ngobrolin Italy. Yang berseliweran di kepala gue adalah nama Maria.

H: nama lo dulu Maria ya?
T: ga tau ya.. Tapi pernah ada kejadian when someone thought my name was Maria. Gue ga nyadar dia selalu manggil gue Maria karena ngomongnya cepet banget.
H: pantes kemaren tau2 gue bilang lo kayak Julie Andrews.
T: kenapa?
H: di Sound of Music kan dia jadi Maria!
T: eh iya ya! Waaa.. Hmmm.. Ada apa ya di Milan?
H: mungkin dulu lo asalnya dari Milan terus belajar di Roma, Tan. Ato dari Roma lo ditempatin di Milan.
T: yang nangis2 waktu ke Roma tuh Renny. Kalo gue, waktu di Milan jatoh di tengah2 plazanya dan diliatin semua orang hehehehe..
H: gue orang mana ya? Perancis ya?
T: gue rasa Jerman atau Swiss deh, Pus. Lo kan maskulin, lubang idung lo gede, badan lo gede. Cewek Perancis kecil2, kayak nyokap gue.
H: Swiss tuh iya banget! Dari SMP gue pengen banget kuliah perhotelan di Swiss. Jerman.. Mmm.. Iya ya? Mas Zen sih iya orang Jerman. Sama ama bokap gue, mo Piala Dunia jaman kapan juga tetep megang Jerman.
T: mas Zen tuh kalo fisik ngambil Cina-nya. Otak dan sikapnya Jerman banget.

(Tante nanya ke sepupunya, Italy sama Jerman tetanggaan ga.)
T: ah, Pus, bener deh lo orang Swiss! Italy tetanggaan sama Swiss di bagian atas dan Milan itu di atas!
H: whoaaa.. Kalo Zurich dimana?
T: Jerman deh kalo ga salah. Lo geografi nanya ke gue..
H: sama aja geografi gue juga jelek hehe.. Yasud, selamat malam, orang Itali..
T: selamat malam, orang Swiss..

Orang Jerman-nya kemana ya? Kangen nih..



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Monday, March 19, 2007

what a weird day..

hihihihihihi... lucu banget cerita2 sama tante Ayi... hweheheheehe...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Coldplay day #2 song #2

IN MY PLACE
(lagu kebangsaan Inforsys taun 2002)

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah

Coldplay day #2

SHIVER

So I looked in your direction,
But you paid me no attention, do you.
I know you don't listen to me.
'cause you say you see straight me, don't you.

On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.

Did she want me to change?
But I change for good.
And I want you to know.
But you always get your way,
I wanted to say,

[Chorus]

Don't you Shiver? Shiver, Shiver

I'll always be waiting for you,
So you know how much I need ya,
But you never even see me, do you?

And this is my final chance of getting you.

On and on from the moment I wake....
Did she want me to change?...

[Chorus]

Sing it loud and clear.
I'll always be waiting for you. [x3]
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you.

And it's you I see, but you don't see me.
And it's you I hear, so loud and clear.
I sing it loud and clear.
And I'll always be waiting for you,.

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you,
But you never even seen me.

karaoke di 319

uhuuy!!!

Friday, March 16, 2007

Coldplay day

FIX YOU

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
(Fly Like An Eagle - Seal)
kayaknya asik deh nonton Seal on concert. gue lagi dengerin Fly Like An Eagle. though now it seems i can't take off and getting nowhere.

(Vertigo - U2)
sekarang hari Jumat ya.. tadi malem Jipang ngajakin ke Suryo ntar malem. udah lama juga ga ke sana. kangen Bapak. kangen mas Dodi. kangen Gebang. tadi malem budos dan katon nginep di Gebang, ngebuka M100-40 bareng2 di sana.

(With or Without You - U2)
gue bersyukur yg gue dampingi di PTT ini adalah bu Lien. kalo yang lain, ga ngerti deh gimana stressnya gue. di tengah kepusingan kita ngerjain scoring dia masih sempet ngelempar joke2 tentang 'dunia' kita.

(Trouble - Coldplay)
jadi suka banget lagu ini gara2 kemaren denger di mobil, otw balik ke Depkes abis lunch sama mas Rama. i love trouble and trouble loves me. simbiosis mutualisme.
hmmm.. kapan ya bisa punya tempat sendiri untuk dengerin musik2 enak gini kenceng2 tanpa gangguan dan protes dari orang lain...
sekarang gue sendirian di ruangan jadi bisa pasang musik keras2. i'll keep this moment in my mind and try to live the feeling of it when i feel like shouting out.

(Here In My Heart - Chicago)
sakit peruuuutttt...
abis ngacak2 kotak2 di sini. siapa tau ada spare kaos. ternyata tidak ada :(
bersihin muka dulu deh..

(Jenuh - Rio Febrian)
salah satu bukti gue orangnya bosenan: gue suka banget lagu ini. ga tau kenapa. 'kena' aja rasanya.

(You Are The Sunshine Of My Life - Stevie Wonder)
gue ngeset lagu ini jadi rbt Esia gue tapi kok ga jalan yaaaa.. brengsek. masa mesti nelfon ke 888 sih? males banget.

(You Are Loved - Josh Groban)
hmmm biasanya gue jadi semangat denger lagu ini. pagi ini kok biasa aja ya?
mandi ah. mulesy.

watch out

Friday, March 16th, 2007 PST
Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)

It's challenging to touch someone on a heart-to-heart level today, for it may feel like others are emotionally unavailable. Don't let fears of isolation and abandonment affect your assessment of a situation, or you'll only make matters worse. Find a way to moderate any uncharacteristic negativity with optimism. Your decision to enjoy yourself now may be your best assurance for a happier future.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

marriage is only sex being legalized

well.. if legal-sex is the ultimate reason of getting married...
WHAT AM I DOING?

we're in this Love together

I've always believed in dreams
And that fantasies somehow come true
When dreaming of you
I've seen a moment's magic shine
Upon the darkest night
And fill it with light
I've heard the wind whisper melody
Of love meant to be
I've searched the heavens for you
I've searched heven and earth
Chasing my dreams on the wings
Of everlasting love
I've searched through heaven and earth
Voicing the song my heart sings
Heaven help us find our love...love
I've wished on a thousand stars
Just for a sparkle to shine through
And lead me to you
Then you appeared as if by magic
Shined your love right into my life
Made everyday bright
So let the wind whisper melody
Of love meant to be
I've searched the heavens for you
I've searched heaven and earth
Chasing my dreams on the wings
Of everlasting love
I've searched through heaven and earth
Voicing the song my heart sings
Heaven help us we're in love
...Forever in love
...Forever we're in heaven


(Al Jarreau)

Monday, March 12, 2007

mending mana?

ciuman beneran ato ciuman virtual?
pelukan beneran ato pelukan virtual?
jadi beruang beneran ato beruang virtual? :P
bahkan menstruasi pun bisa virtual. ga percaya? gue lagi ngalamin nih. ampun2 dah rasanya. ga lagi lagiiii...

Jadwal

Senin-Selasa (12-13): pengumuman PTT
Rabu-Sabtu (14-17): SAMSAT KP di RSTP Cisarua
Minggu (18): turun ke Jakarta (?). Aji nikah di Balai Sudirman wooyy!! udah janji mo dateng.
Senin-Selasa minggu depan (19-20): SAMSAT KP part 2 - plus BKN. sumpelo long weekend mo SAMSAT? :P
Rabu (21): ke Babel. kalo FW digantiin BY gue ogah ikut.

ada jadwal ke Ambon juga sama FW dan Tommy. semoga nginep ya hehe..
eits si Kakak pasti pengen nitip2 deh. kalo gue dibeliin Honda Yaris sih boleh dah. anggep aja itu pelangkah buat penguasa Triple 7 :P

udah kebayang gimana serunya taun ini. FW bilang ada 5 kegiatan: 2 kegiatan pendataan, 2 kegiatan pelatihan dan 1 kegiatan regional di Padang, Jogja dan Makassar. pengen cepet2 pindah ke rumah jadi ga usah pusing mikirin kost :P

and guess what, i'll be having two Triple 7 this year. WHOA!!

ngantuk...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

malam yang aneh

akhirnya kita berlima punya hp cdma semua. yeeeaaahhh!!!
Tommy cari temen dengan mbeliin Tirta dan Heru hp yang sama ama dia punya. hp aneh yang tampilannya kayak console: Motorola F3. hp item-putih, fontnya segede gaban, menunya ga jelas, fungsi tombolnya ga jelas, dan bisa bersuara aneh

Tommy sebagai pelopor bertanggungjawab ngedaftarin nomer Heru dan Tirta ke 4444. yang ada dia pusing karena ngsmsnya syusyah hahahahahha!!! sampe harus minjem hp gue untuk ngsms. setelah didaftarin, nomer2 itu kembali ke hpnya masing2.

Heru tengsin banget waktu nanya, "Mbak, ngesave ke phone book gimana sih?"
Tirta mulai nge-goblok2-in Heru karena ga tau cara baca sms dari dia. begitu dia sendiri dismsin dan ga bisa bales, ketawanya lebih kenceng lagi :P
Efnu juga kesel karena mesti ngitung ulang dari awal hahahahaha... sambil gebrak meja dia teriak AAARRGGHHH!!!!
FW bolak-balik ke sini karena dia sendirian di ruangannya hehe. kesian... pake jam baru aja pak biar sedikit terhibur :P

all in all malam ini menyenangkan...
apalagi gue berhasil ngitung jumlah bulan dengan baik dan benar. YES!!! gotcha, scoring!!!

a BAD afternoon turned sweet

tadi siang kesel banget karena scoring jadi ga muncul datanya entah kenapa. gue ajak Efnu kabur ke Plangi aja cari lipstick. eh, FW malah nitip jam tangan buat anaknya.

perburuan dimulai dengan nongkrong di counter Revlon selama kurang lebih 30 menit. dapet 3 lipstick dan makeup remover dan bonus 1 lipstick hihi..
terus pindah ke counter jam tangan. setelah dapet yg dipesen, gue hubungin Tirta mo video call. ga aktif.
video call Tommy. ga aktif.
telfon Heru. ga diangkat.
mulai sebel.
telfon Tirta ke nomer yang 1 lagi. ga aktif juga. gila kali ya ni anak.
telfon Tommy ke simpati, masuk mailbox.
tambah kesel.
akhirnya Tommy video call dari nomer rahasianya.
lalu dioper ke FW. dia bilang, "ok ambil aja."
harganya lebih mahal daripada duit yang dia kasi.
"pake duit Hani dulu ya."
(secara duit gue nyisa dikit setelah beli lipstick2 itu...)
and by that, i was officially his personal assistant...

sore ini dengerin anak2 ngobrol ga genah. spleteran gue juga sih jadi yasudlah.. dengerin aja :))

Ugal2an di malam Minggu

Kerjaan gue tadi malem: TIDUR. Jam 7 ngantuuuk banget. Nonton A Walk in The Clouds belum sampe setengah udah tewas sampe jam 9. Lanjutin nonton tapi ga abis karena dvdnya dodol. Gue juga ga gitu semangat nontonnya karena filmnya mellow banget.

Ganti Heroes. Cuma dapet 2,5 episode eh tewas lagi jam 12 hehe. Tadi pagi jam 3an bangun. Tidur lagi dong ah.. Secara hari Minggu ini harus standby ngurus PTT. Males sih.. Tapi daripada bete sendirian di kost on a bloody Sunday ya mendingan ke Depkes hehehe..

Stupid ga sih kalo gue pengen nikah supaya ga bete2 amat di hari Minggu? :D
Ga penting ya? Well gue posting ini dlm keadaan belum idup 100% :P

Have a nice bloody Sunday, Hani!

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Friday, March 9, 2007

queue

- The Good Sheperd (untold story of the birth of CIA)
- 300 (about the Battle of Thermopylae in 480 B.C)

*speechless*

Tonight is extraordinary. Exceptional. Miraculous.

Dimulai dgn pertengkaran ugal2an dr kemarin. Gimana ga ugal2an, gue maenan badai pasir :p Lalu ke Sbux Setiabudi 1. Ada yg tambah cakep gitu deh terus ga mo GR. You can't fool me, mas. Dilanjutkan dgn The Pursuit of Happyness. My favorite quote is, "There's no WHY (Y) in happiness. There's I."
that's my 1st orgasm.

Gue nangis ngeliat perjuangan Christopher mendampingi papanya, Chris. Inget my soul satellite, Anti. She is an angel. My own private angel. Umur Christopher 5 th waktu Chris finally got the job. Persis sama dgn Anti.

Kita diskusi dikit ttg film ini di deket air mancur. Hujan, terus pindah ke drop off area. Makin jadi ngobrolnya. Padahal cuma 2 jam tapi gue dapet banyak banget. Well, that's why they say sex is a way to reach God. If you understand what i mean ;)

I thank All for tonight. Buat pemahaman yg diberikan, bukaan2 baru ttg who we really are, 'tsunami' brought by his (or our?) Ancestors, and all the Great Things that happen (i want to keep this alive so i use present form). Though i can never thank You enough for this. Also thank me for opening up my heart, soul and mind.



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Thursday, March 8, 2007

mirip tapi ga gini juga

ternyata hati tak berdusta
meski kucoba tetap tak bisa
dulu cintaku banyak padamu
entah mengapa kini berkurang

maaf ku jenuh padamu
lama sudah kupendam
tertahan di bibirku
mauku tak menyakiti
meski begitu indah ku masih tetap saja
jenuh

taukah kini kau kuhindari?
merasakah kau ku lain padamu?
cinta bukan hanya cinta saja
sementara kau merasa cukup


(Jenuh - Rio Febrian)

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capek berantem... tapi masih sebel.
ya sudahlah..

WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Heru punya 2 mp3 SUPERGROOVE!!! anjriiiiiittt!!!
gue tergila2 Supergroove waktu SMA. walopun mereka cuma ngeluarin 1 album hehehehe.. keren abis, sumpah...

mo euforia dulu ya. di MP ada yg punya album mereka lengkap :P

utang

yang harus gue selesaikan:
~ Bengkulu
~ Nunukan
~ sinkronisasi data SAMSAT KP Oktober kemarin (uups.. minggu depan udah SAMSAT lagi :P)
~ re-check data dari daerah yang udah diconvert apakah sesuai standar
~ update kd_propinsi dan kd_kabupaten di data PTT ke kodenya SIMPEG
~ bikin scoring PTT
~ ujian ZCE. huhuhuhu.. big time.

list kayak gini sering bikin gue ngerasa gamang memulai hari. bisakah gue nyelesein itu semua tepat waktu dengan hasil yang memuaskan? well.. it ain't over til it's over ya..

SEMANGAT!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

nostalgia Bali

jam segini gue makan lagi hehe.. minumnya Coca Cola pula. ga bener banget deh..
sekarang sambil nonton Heroes. bener2 Bali banget!
well.. i'll be missing those days spent with them.. apa justru akan memulai babak baru per-nginep-an? kita lihat saja dalam beberapa bulan ini ya ;)

good night!

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Universe conspires

CRASH!!! BOOM!!! BANG!!!!
*aaarrrrggghhh*

... to be continued

Friday, March 2, 2007

ngobrol di FS

Hani
Posted 1/3/2007
woooyyy!!! lama amat pergi 3 bulan...
salam buat ade Umma yaaa.. bilang dari teman seperjuangan. halah.

eh, triple 7 gimana nih? if you don't take it, i will loh...


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Diana
Posted 1/3/2007
mau ambil triple 7...??? ssooookk lah gue sebagai kakak ngalah deh demi kebahagiaan adik, lagian emang suka begitu kan gue yg bikin cerita elo yg jalanin ato kebalikannya... ayo dong bikin cerita yang baik tentang gue :)


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Hani
Posted 1/3/2007
ok, i will create a nice story for you :)
lo ambil triple 7 aja, Yan. bagus tuh buat lo. ntar gue pake yg lain. cos mine can be done anytime.
eh btw, karangan gue yg terakhir kan jalan buat kita berdua? cuma bentuknya beda aja. ya kan? berarti yg ini juga bakal jalan di elo, kalo lo mau terima. gue ga akan kasi tau apaan sih. toh lo juga nanti tau :D



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miss you already neeeehhh..
gantian ya Yan, elo yang jalan2. 3 bulan lagi. lama amaaattt.. berarti lo balik ke sini Juni awal ya? Juli udah di Jakarta lagi kan? asik..

eh taun ini gue beneran triple 7 dong: 250707. taun depan Anti triple 8: 260808. pas banget dia ulang taun ke-11 . i always knew she was special. not only cos she's my daughter, but she was sent here just for me.

lo taun ini juga ok tuh Yan: 130707. jadi inget Jablays euy ngomongin 13...
hari ini gue mo ketemu Budos Ita looohh di kampusnyaaa...

Thursday, March 1, 2007

scattered pieces of mind

my feelings are getting stronger and deeper for you. this kind of ecstasy is really beyond human concept. hhhfffff... sometimes i feel like taking off this mask, just to be with you. your place or mine? your call :)

this journey of finding God is truly amazing. on my way you materialized out of the blue. like grabbing a dream out of my sleep, hold it till i awake, and it's there right in front of my opened eyes. too good to be true? well.. :)

i am you, you are me.
i'm in you, you're in me.
i got you, you got me.
we are One. we are Love.
inseparable.
thru Eternity.
no space, no time.
no fear.

Groban said, "A breathe away's not far to where you are.."
I'd say, "We're not even one breathe away.."