Thursday, June 30, 2005

ga konek

ampuuuuuuunnnnnnnn.....

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Jujur

Duhai kekasih pujaan hati ku
Dapat kah kau memberi ku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji

Bukti kan lah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hati mu bisa memerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama.....

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkankah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku oh..oh..oh

Jujur lah padaku
Bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakalah aku
selamanya....

(Radja)

ngantuks

BANGET

Monday, June 27, 2005

wuhuuuuuu

asik banget tadi pagi... subhanallah...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

what is this phenomenon...

i'm soooo very thankful for everything You've given me, my Lord.. love You love You love Yooouuuuuuuu....

JIAYOOOOOOOO

hari ini mulai coding. mulai dari mana dulu ya... add ato edit? enakan edit kali ya. sekalian masukin value2nya. help me God.. only You can do it...

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hehe

gue tau chapter gue ama Fajar apa. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA!!! ternyata itu mesti diselesein ya? my goodness...

:D

tadi malem mulai latihan. nyampe kost jam 11 lewat, solat isya terus bablas. mulai jam 23.45, selesai 01.25. asik bangeeeetttt... wuhuuu.... pegel2 gimanaaa gitu :D
kayaknya perlu pake alas yang empuk ya. 17 kali maaaan... seneng banget kali ya kalo diijinin Bapak mulai awal Juli. kalo sekarang2 daku ndak ada duit :D

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

ihiiiiyyyy

functionku jalan.... :D
emang dasar ga teliti ato apa, kurang $ padahal. dudul.
3660 lines to edit... GOOOO!!!!

Monday, June 20, 2005

hekhekhek

seneeeeeeeenggggggggg... feel so alive :)
kantor baru yang menyenangkan (amin...), 'pacar' yang cakep dan jaim :)) (whatever deh, gue tetep sayang elo kok), business-partner-to-be yang membangun, what else can you ask for? thank You God... You're The Best!!!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Today's Forecast

Talk about a good combination -- you and a certain someone are as good as basic peanut butter and jelly, and as thrilling as high-class champagne and caviar. No matter what your tastes run to, it's delicious.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

berasa ya

padahal cuma 2 hari ga posting, hehe...
hari ini seneng karena Nugi mampir ke kantor. kaaaannnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
di YM dikompor2in segala rupa sama mas Dodi. weks. ampun mas ampun.. pelan2 :))

milis bener2 lagi kacaw beliaw. gue cuma posting nanya mas Hario ngajar ato ngga hari ini eh jadi panjang gitu ceritanya. dasar :))

dah ah.. mo pulang. gue di Rynet nih :)

sumpe deh

milis kacaw balaw :))
topiknya: siapa berani reinkarnasi jadi moderator
kejaaaaamm... dunia sungguh kejaaaammm... :))
nyebelin

Friday, June 10, 2005

can't take my eyes off you

You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby
To warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay

And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you ...
ku tau kau juga tak sempurna namun berdua kita saling mengisi..

Today's Forecast

Talk about hot -- you should tell those around you to carry fire extinguishers. Plan to paint the town whatever color you choose tonight, and don't be surprised if you get the red-carpet treatment.

Thursday, June 9, 2005

ada kamu

hangat terasa bila kutatap wajahmu
gelitik cinta berdebar me... gelora di kalbu
hangat terasa bila kulihat gayamu
gelitik cinta gemuruh pesona meraga di dada

kutemui matamu isyaratkan cinta
hari kan selalu bersama kasihmu

coba lihat di mataku
coba dengarkan laguku
pasti ada kamu
coba lihat di senyumku
dengar dentuman dadaku
pasti ada kamu
burung pun terbang jauh bawa kabar cerita bahagia
tentang kisah cinta berdua
antara kau dan aku

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

mmmmmmmmmmm

ya Allah,
hambaMu yang nakal dan banyak maunya ini ingin memohon lagi :D
mau minta yang kemarin itu loh, Rabbku.. boleh ya? kalo memang itu yang terbaik untukku dan membawa kebaikan bagi semua, aku mau. bener deh...
boleh?

Today's Forecast

You're very much inside your own head now, and your thinking about an important issue is both broadening and deepening. Let the world pass you by until you reach some conclusions.

Tuesday, June 7, 2005

*deeply confused*

gue ga tau mesti ngomong dengan kata2 yg gimana ato nada gimana ke dia. jawabannya datar banget :(   ga datarnya cuma kalo ngomel :(
kenapa sih kita ga bisa kayak dulu lagi? gue cape jaim2 terus kayak gini. i sound pathetic, don't i?

fyi, i love you with all those stupid things you said to me. you don't have to pretend like you're someone smart or wise. i love you for the fool you are. did you know that???

from Allah for me

For all the negative things we have to say to selves
Allah has a positive answer for it.

You say: "It's impossible"
Allah says: All things are possible

You say: "I'm too tired"
Allah says: I will give you rest

You say: "I can't go on"
Allah says: My grace is sufficient

You say: "I can't figure things out"
Allah says: I will direct your steps

You say: "I can't do it"
Allah says: You can do all things

You say: "I'm not able"
Allah says: I am able

You say: "It's not worth it"
Allah says: It will be worth it

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
Allah says: I FORGIVE YOU

You say: "I can't manage"
Allah says: I will supply all your needs

You say: "I'm afraid"
Allah says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
Allah says: Cast all your cares on ME

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
Allah says: I've given everyone a measure of faith

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
Allah says: I give you wisdom

You say: "I feel all alone"
Allah says: I will never leave you or forsake you

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
Allah says: I love you

May Allah Be Pleased With all muslims Ameen.
I love each and every muslim for the Pleasure of Allah!
"It is in rememberance of Allah that the heart finds peace"

Fee Aman Allah

Monday, June 6, 2005

pagi ini

gue dapet konfirmasi bertubi2. ihiiy... *seneng tapi lemes*
kata mas Dodi, just give give and give. jangan berharap. that's what you call unconditional love.
Conquest juga bilang gitu. saat kita memilih untuk memberi respon buruk terhadap sikap buruk orang lain terhadap kita, sama saja artinya kita membuat diri kita sebagai kata benda. mau jadi benda? emang enak :P

abis dah gue diledekin di room sama mas Dodi dan mas Nungki. kurang diangetin jadi basi, katanya, hahahahahha... dodol...
kita bikin BBC, Barisan Basi Club =))

sakit perut :((

ampe kebangun jam 3 pagi. hiks...
i need someone to hold me :((

Saturday, June 4, 2005

=)) =)) =))

PLN abeesss.... =)) geblek.

:((

why am i feeling so lonely this morning? rasanya beraaaaat banget mo ngantor.
karena tadi subuh ga ngecharge? :((

tadi pagi 'ngerjain' Keke, hihi... jahat deh gue. ga tau kenapa si Abang tau2 ngegandeng gue. gue gandeng terus sampe kita dapet tempat makan. sengaja, biar Keke liat. eh dianya ga liat. ato belagak ga liat, ga tau juga. baliknya juga gitu. malahan gue dirangkul. untungnya Keke liat. agak2 gimanaa gitu dia :))
makanya Keke sayang... gue bilang juga apa.. kalo naksir abang gue ya udah tancaaaappp... sebel juga kan liat dia ngerangkul2 gue ;;)
ntar pasti tu anak ngomong gitu deh, "enak ya Hani dirangkul2 sama abangnya. Keke sih ga punya yang mau ngerangkul2." keplak nih ya ngomong gitu lagi!

***
got into a very interesting conversation with Fajar last night. he told me lots about those 2 guys ('pendek' and 'tinggi'). eh Ikan Paus ikut2an ngomong. berasa yg tinggi itu dia. weeeeeeeek :P
anyways.. that P guy (pendek) is obviously off my list.

Friday, June 3, 2005

Kekasihku tersenyumlah... bawaku ke Duniamu.. jadikan aku raja bagimu dalam istana hatimu... i already am, aren't i?

Thursday, June 2, 2005

Kelapa Gading

jauh juga yak!
gue di warnet, Wirzal & Ochie Dame nonton Star Wars 3. tadinya gue mo nonton, tapi Wirzal keburu beli tiket 2 dan gue lupa kasi tau gue sama Chieme. yo wis.. biar mereka berdua aja yang nonton. pan gue udah nontons gituch loch...
besok gue ga masuk lagi... jam 9 interview di Kebon Jeruk. makasih untuk semua saudaraku yang udah ngirim Al Fatihah, dan semuanya yang udah ngedoain gue cepet dapet kerja lagi. amin amin ya Rabbal 'alamin...

Wednesday, June 1, 2005

ditabrak

mas HS tadi malem. dzig!!!! ketampol bener gue. horeeee...
mas DS bilang (how it rhymes... HS DS) the message is unconditional love.
btw gue lagi PLN. in a not really nice way, hihihi... gpp deh, yang penting PLN. laki2 emang lucu ya. aneh. freak. interesting. hahahahhahahaha