(inspired by Friday I'm In Love - The Cure)
gila ngantuuuuuuuukkkkkkkk....
jam 4 kebangun. napa ya? menjelang libur nih jadi males aja bawaannya. padahal kerjaan gue masih lumayan ngegambreng. 2 form sialan yang syusyah, HIKS!
btw hari Minggu ini udah ada acara. senangnya.... tapi Sabtu ngapain ya?
kira2 setelah nikah gue bakal bertanya kayak gini lagi ga ya? mungkin IYA kalo dia masih sibuk ga karuan kayak sekarang. sebel.
but itu juga kalo nikahnya sama dia :D
kemarin sore dapet warning that i've been too busy dipping myself in material world. biasalah sindrom baru gajian kan gitu, ngitung2 tagihan yang mesti dibayar hehehehe... bulan ini terasa lebih ringan karena kerja sama yang sangat baik dengan Dia. iyalah, gue tinggal leyeh2 nyender, Dia yang beresin semua :)
tadi malem nonton Bewitched (Nicole Kidman) dan Love Actually (HUGH GRANT!). love is love. you just fall into it. without plans. love is when happiness and pain mingle into one funny feeling called... love? :) love is beyond comprehension (minjem istilah mas Hario).
is this love i'm feeling for you, mas?
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
just a thought
or a wish?
akhir2 ini gue lagi pengen banget M E N I K A H
ntah dapet ilham dari mana hueheuheuehehuee... emang udah waktuNya kali ya?
if God brings me to it, He'll bring me thru it, right? :)
inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun kan... apa yang dari Dia, pasti kembali ke Dia. jadi mari kita bertanya kepadaNya, apa yang harus gue lakukan selanjutnya. tapi cengeng ga ya kayak gitu? dikit2 nanya.
*mulai_labil.com
akhir2 ini gue lagi pengen banget M E N I K A H
ntah dapet ilham dari mana hueheuheuehehuee... emang udah waktuNya kali ya?
if God brings me to it, He'll bring me thru it, right? :)
inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun kan... apa yang dari Dia, pasti kembali ke Dia. jadi mari kita bertanya kepadaNya, apa yang harus gue lakukan selanjutnya. tapi cengeng ga ya kayak gitu? dikit2 nanya.
*mulai_labil.com
Watch your thoughts and emotions, for they become your words
Watch your words, for they become your actions
Watch your actions for they become your habits
Watch your habits, for they become your character
Watch your character for they become your destiny
Watch your destiny, for they become your reality
Watch your reality, for they become your belief
Watch your belief, for they become your thoughts and emotions..
Watch your words, for they become your actions
Watch your actions for they become your habits
Watch your habits, for they become your character
Watch your character for they become your destiny
Watch your destiny, for they become your reality
Watch your reality, for they become your belief
Watch your belief, for they become your thoughts and emotions..
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Born to try
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
Monday, October 24, 2005
i love you this much
kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen
Thursday, October 20, 2005
bayangan dalam cermin
bayangan di dalam cermin tidak akan ada tanpa benda di depannya. benda di depan cermin tidak akan terlihat tanpa cermin di depannya. karena sang benda tidak dapat melihat dirinya sendiri.
di dunia bayangan, dirinya adalah nyata. padahal tanpa cermin, dirinya tidak ada.
di dunia benda, dirinya tidak nyata. karena tanpa cermin, ia tidak dapat melihat keberadaannya.
benda dan bayangan adalah satu, sama. benda = bayangan, bayangan = benda.
bersihkan cermin agar benda dapat melihat bayangannya dengan baik. bersihkan cermin supaya bayangan yang terbentuk sama dengan benda.
-catatan dari acara Nuzulul Qur'an Padepokan Thaha, 19.10.05
di dunia bayangan, dirinya adalah nyata. padahal tanpa cermin, dirinya tidak ada.
di dunia benda, dirinya tidak nyata. karena tanpa cermin, ia tidak dapat melihat keberadaannya.
benda dan bayangan adalah satu, sama. benda = bayangan, bayangan = benda.
bersihkan cermin agar benda dapat melihat bayangannya dengan baik. bersihkan cermin supaya bayangan yang terbentuk sama dengan benda.
-catatan dari acara Nuzulul Qur'an Padepokan Thaha, 19.10.05
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
sok pinter
gue lagi suka mencari tau apa sih yang sebenernya dimauin orang lain. obyeknya cuma 1 sih, cuma biar keliatan gaya kita sebut aja 'orang lain' ya, bukan 'seseorang' :D
suka heran aja, kenapa ada orang bisa sejaim itu? gue kadang suka jaim juga sih (masa?) tapi ga seakut dan sekronis itu (bedanya akut sama kronis sebenernya apa ya? lupa :D)
tetangga gue bilang, dia bukan jaim. justru mencari cara to keep in touch with me. please deh... hare geneeee masi pake cara2 kayak gitu. dia ga usah kayak gitu juga gue ga bakal lari kok. mo lari kemana coba? gue juga udah sering kasi tau hal ini ke dia tapi tetep aja tingkahnya aneh2.
analisis lebih lanjut, dia pilih cara aneh itu karena ketidakmampuannya mengungkapkan perasaan. hmmmm... masuk akal... kesian ya.. (ngapain juga dikesianin, itu kan pilihan :P)
kita liat aja ntar ceritanya gimana...
kalo sampe ga deal lagi, berarti ada muatan2 di luar cari side job.
kejam ya gue? so what gitu loh! :P
suka heran aja, kenapa ada orang bisa sejaim itu? gue kadang suka jaim juga sih (masa?) tapi ga seakut dan sekronis itu (bedanya akut sama kronis sebenernya apa ya? lupa :D)
tetangga gue bilang, dia bukan jaim. justru mencari cara to keep in touch with me. please deh... hare geneeee masi pake cara2 kayak gitu. dia ga usah kayak gitu juga gue ga bakal lari kok. mo lari kemana coba? gue juga udah sering kasi tau hal ini ke dia tapi tetep aja tingkahnya aneh2.
analisis lebih lanjut, dia pilih cara aneh itu karena ketidakmampuannya mengungkapkan perasaan. hmmmm... masuk akal... kesian ya.. (ngapain juga dikesianin, itu kan pilihan :P)
kita liat aja ntar ceritanya gimana...
kalo sampe ga deal lagi, berarti ada muatan2 di luar cari side job.
kejam ya gue? so what gitu loh! :P
Monday, October 17, 2005
monday morning
21:88
So We responded to him and delivered him from grief. And thus do We deliver the believers
13:3
And He it is who spread the earth, and made in it firm mountains and rivers. And of all fruits He has made in it pairs, two (of every kind). He makes the night cover the day. Surely there are signs in this for a people who reflect.
So We responded to him and delivered him from grief. And thus do We deliver the believers
13:3
And He it is who spread the earth, and made in it firm mountains and rivers. And of all fruits He has made in it pairs, two (of every kind). He makes the night cover the day. Surely there are signs in this for a people who reflect.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
tak bisakah?
hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu
selalu selalu dalam hatiku
ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
selalu engkau di dalam hatiku
ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntunku
menemani jalan hidupku
ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku
dara kau menjadi hidupku
kemana kau tahu isi hatiku
tunggu sejenak aku di situ
jalanku jalan menemukanmu
selalu selalu dalam hatiku
ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
selalu engkau di dalam hatiku
ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku
tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntunku
menemani jalan hidupku
ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku
dara kau menjadi hidupku
kemana kau tahu isi hatiku
tunggu sejenak aku di situ
jalanku jalan menemukanmu
Monday, October 10, 2005
is being married similiar to having pets?
in the sense of caring and nurturing, i mean.
tadi malem ngobrol sama Niken dan mbak Chintya tentang hamster piaraan orang2 lantai 1. gue bilang dari dulu gue ga suka punya piaraan karena bikin gue terikat harus pulang cepet. inget waktu SMA bokap beli aquarium buat rumah Jakarta dan gue insist ga mo ngurus hahahaha... teuing ah. emang gue ga suka begituan.
waktu Anti pengen miara kucing juga gue bilanging itu. (jahat ya gue) gue bilang kalo punya kucing nanti ga bisa jalan2 seharian karena kucing harus dikasi makan 2x sehari. sore2 mesti pulang karena di rumah ga ada orang yg kasi makan kucingnya.
gue juga masih kebayang repotnya ngurusin kucing yang hampir 10 waktu kita masih tinggal di Baloi. aaaaaahhhh....
mending gue ngurusin anak gue deh. bisa diajak ngobrol :D
am i just not the marrying type?
tadi malem ngobrol sama Niken dan mbak Chintya tentang hamster piaraan orang2 lantai 1. gue bilang dari dulu gue ga suka punya piaraan karena bikin gue terikat harus pulang cepet. inget waktu SMA bokap beli aquarium buat rumah Jakarta dan gue insist ga mo ngurus hahahaha... teuing ah. emang gue ga suka begituan.
waktu Anti pengen miara kucing juga gue bilanging itu. (jahat ya gue) gue bilang kalo punya kucing nanti ga bisa jalan2 seharian karena kucing harus dikasi makan 2x sehari. sore2 mesti pulang karena di rumah ga ada orang yg kasi makan kucingnya.
gue juga masih kebayang repotnya ngurusin kucing yang hampir 10 waktu kita masih tinggal di Baloi. aaaaaahhhh....
mending gue ngurusin anak gue deh. bisa diajak ngobrol :D
am i just not the marrying type?
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