nostalgia

malam ini gue asik ngedownload lagu-lagu NKOTB dan Phil Collins. yang udah banyak hilang koleksi PC gue. diapus sama si arab keparat itu (kursi). *tolol banget sih jadi orang*

yang masih bikin gue tertegun *caelah* itu lagu Every Day dari album Both Sides. album ini dia kerjain sendiri, ga full band kayak album lainnya. katanya sih album ini ga begitu laku karena sound-nya beda. gue pribadi tetep suka. bukan karena emang ngefans sama PC, tapi lagunya emang asik-asik. terutama Every Day tadi. kata-kataya dalem, menurut gue waktu itu, hahahaha.. sekarang tetep bikin speechless sih, apalagi denger intronya.

dulu waktu SMA gue punya kasetnya lengkap. CD cuma punya 1 yang But Seriously. gue paling suka album But Seriously Live. drumnya manteb banget! apalagi di lagu In The Air Tonight sekarang lagi nyari mp3nya belum ketemu.

saking tergila-gilanya gue sama Phil Collins, waktu konsernya di Jakarta ditayangin di RCTI gue rekam. ga tanggung-tanggung, bok, ke video dan kaset
sekarang ga tau deh udah pada di mana tu harta karun gue. sampe tiket konsernya aja gue laminating dan simpen, hihihi... gila ya gue. sayang kaos merchandise konser udah ancur. melar-melar ga karuan. pengen gue simpen aja sebenernya, tapi dibuang seseorang. huh.

sekarang gue lagi download lagu-lagu Bee Gees. tua banget ya selera gue? hahahahaha... asik-asik lho lagunya, beneran.
kalo diurutin berdasarkan tahun, gue suka Phil Collins duluan (SMP kelas 1), New Kids (SMP kelas 2), Bee Gees (SMA kelas 2). setelah itu belum pernah ngefans sama penyanyi lain. baru tahap suka sampai suka banget, belum ngefans, apalagi ngefans banget

Every Day (Phil Collins)

*this is one of my favorite songs since high school. tho he didn't sing it on his concert in Jakarta, March 25, 1995*


I got lost, couldnt find my way
And I guess theres nothing more to say
Love can make you blind, make you act so strange
But Im here and here I will stay

So everyday I cry
Yes everyday I fall
Do you ever wonder why, why I love everything about you

But everyday I say Ill try to make my heart be still
til then every way there is to cry, ourselves to sleep we will

It picked me up, knocked me off my feet
Ive got no way to explain
Still I love you, love you, love you but this fire inside
Will never see the light of day

So everyday goes by
And everyday I fall
It makes me wonder why,
My lifes worth nothing without you

But everyday I say Ill try
To make my heart be still
cos every way there is to cry,
Ourselves to sleep, we will

Youll never know, no, no, no ,no ,no
Youll never know just how close we were
Youll never know, no, no, no ,no ,no
Youll never know
No youll never see

The book closes and we try to forget
But I know that things wont change
How we feel, how life goes on
And that seems so strange

And so the light fades away
Try, try, try as I may
I cant stop thinking about you
It seems my lifes worth nothing without you

But everyday I say Ill try
To make my heart be still
til then every way there is to cry,
Ourselves to sleep, we will

Everyday, everyday you know I try so hard
Everyday, everyday it gets a little harder

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things changed

Ada beberapa hal yang dulu suka gue lakuin, sekarang ga enjoy lagi. Misalnya dengerin musik sambil kerja, dengerin radio dalam perjalanan dan nonton tv biar bisa tidur.

Dengerin musik sampe kerja udah gue hindari sejak ngurusin SIMKA dan keluarganya. Ga tau kenapa, rasanya malah terganggu dengan bunyi-bunyian itu. Apalagi sekarang, makin ga bisa diganggu lagi selama trading. Sunyi senyap suara dari luar. Yang kedengeran suara harga naik-turun dan adrenalin gue aja. Halah! :))

Kalo ga dengerin radio dalam perjalanan emang bukan kebiasaan sih. Cuma pas berangkat kantor aja gue seneng dengerin radio, untuk naikin mood. Lucunya lagi biasanya setelah jam 10 penyiar dan lagu yang diputer juga jadi garing. Rame lagi paling-paling sore, jam orang pulang kantor. Sekarang mungkin karena tempat aktivitas gue juga deket jadi mending mikirin yang lain aja daripada dengerin radio. Sebentar juga nyampe.

Terus.. Sekarang gue malah ga bisa tidur kalo tv masih nyala hihihi. Waktu MZ udah di Aceh dan gue masih di Bogor, tidurnya malah ditemenin tv biar ga takut. Sekarang cuma bisa tidur dengan tv menyala kalo bener-bener ngantuk. Yang mata rasanya udah nempel aja ga bisa dibuka lagi.

Kalo kebiasaan baru, sekarang gue biasakan bawa botol minum dan kantong plastik besar (masih sering lupa) kemana-mana. Daripada beli Aqua botol kecil Rp 2.500 - 3.000, mending bawa sendiri. Sekalian ngurangin sampah plastik. Mungkin lebih bagus lagi pake botol non plastik ya, misalnya alumunium. Tapi Jakarat ini panas banget ya, bow, yang ada gue malah males minum lagi karena airnya jadi anget hehehe..

Hhhhhhhh

Kesel banget gue! Tiga hari ngumpulin profit dikit2, pas udah lumayan kemakan loss begitu aja. Benciiiiii!!!!!

Beneran deh gue ga bisa kerja sambil diliatin. Rusak konsentrasi gue. I'm NOT a team player and I'm proud of that!!

Heran, tadi sempet buka Blogger pengen posting, malah jadi ilfil. Enakan posting dari hp, ga tau kenapa.

wishlist

Kemarin liat laptop Compaq yang menarik hati di Ambas. Harga $699, tanpa OS. Harga Win XP Home edition ori $112. Total $811. Pake rate 11.000 jadi Rp 8.921.000,-
Terus ada backpack Targus lucu warna biru muda, Rp 725.000,-
Plus modem 3G Rp 1.200.000,-
Semuanya Rp 10.846.000,- buletin aja ya jadi Rp 11.000.000,-

Mari mari..

Yiiiihhhhaaaaaa!!!

Tadi jam 11 ngecek 'dagangan'. Huhuy udah liquid 180pts! That equals to Rp 10.800.000,- wedew!

keep it coming in

Tiga transaksi gue hari Rabu udah ditutup semua. Total profit 117 points. Kalo dirupiahin nilainya Rp 7.020.000,- Not bad for a beginner, eh? ;)

Semangatttt!!!

fear

Do you have any fears? Anything/one that's scary you'd wet your pants when you're face to face with it?

I have lots of fear. But I gotta live my life. If I keep hiding from them, I won't be able to achieve anything. So from now on I shall befriend my fears. Make them my allies and amunitions.

How would you feel if someone gives you a brand new Sony laptop? We'll see tomorrow hwehehehe..

reminder of the day

Tadi Heru main ke sini. Ngobrol ngalor-ngidul, ketawa-tiwi, cerita segala macem. Terus online, YMan sama Harry yang masih trading di kantor. Dia bilang loss parah. Gue tanya berapa, ga ngejawab. Ternyata loss 130 pts, 4 lot. That means 5200$!!! Half of the margin! Shit!
Sekarang dibiarin floating. Pas banget hari Rabu, which triples the floating fee (lupa istilahnya apa).

Goodness gracious, that's a big mess. Gue bener-bener sadar bahwa begitu emosi terlibat, trading berubah jadi gambling. Emosi apapun itu: takut, sedih, seneng, gembira, maruk, serakah, apapun. Begitu kita trading pake emosi, semua indikator dan charts jadi ga berguna. Kita cuma ngikutin emosi aja dalam ngambil keputusan.

So Hani, keep in mind: trading harus disiplin, konsisten mandiri, stick to your own belief, cuek aja apapun komentar/analisis/pendapat orang lain, hindari keserakahan. Keep it cool!

my song for her

I lost a bestfriend today. Her name is Ada. One of the best I ever have. We had lunch together yesterday at her office building along with Neno. This morning my other BFF, Neera, told me she slept over at Ada's house and begadang.

In the afternoon she called me, crying, telling me that Ada has passed away :((
I was in a bus from Bintaro going home. For 30 minutes I didn't know what to do or think. Speechless and clueless. Even after we got off the bus, I was still clueless. Until now.

Goodbye, dearest.. Rest your soul in peace, back to your Creator. We'll meet again in our next journey. I'll keep fond memories of you.