rekor!!!!

jam segini, hari gini, gue masih LEMBUR. hebat kan! selama ngantor di Rimba mana pernah gue lembur, apa lagi SABTU MALAM! gila! Depkes membuatku gilaaaaa....

adakah?

laki2 yg bisa dijadikan pria ketiga (dan keempat) antara gue dan Tante?
laki2 yang bisa tegar dan sabar menghadapi kelakuan kami berdua, mendengarkan obrolan dan teori kami berdua, dan terutama berada di antara kami selagi kami sedang berduaan.
pertanyaan yang menarik bukan? ya dong! secara kalo gue lagi bedua ma Tante the world collaps and other people don't exist. ada ga laki2 yg tahan?

ya... no wonder we're still single.. but who cares anyways hahahahha...
kalau dengan berpasangan eksplorasi gue terhambat, ntar dulu deh.
kalau dengan berpasangan gue jadi susah ketemu Tante, ntar dulu deh.
kalau gue jadi susah jalan kesana kemari karena punya pacar, ogaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh....

***
bokap gue tadi pagi nanya, 'how's your love life?'
me: 'great!'
bokap: 'in what way?'
me: 'i'm into something new.'
bokap: 'you ended the old one or just taking a break?'
me: 'i quit. males muter di situ2 aja ga ada kemajuan.'
bokap: 'oalah... anak Bapak yang satu ini kok kayak gini ya...'
me: 'kayak gini in what sense?'
bokap: 'kayak gini, bukan kayak gitu. no judgement.'
me: 'hahahahahaha... (pause) keinginan itu jadi mentah lagi...'
bokap: 'gpp.. live your life the way you want it. yang penting sadar...'
me: 'ya, i love my freedom, you know that.'
bokap: 'i know. so... how bad is the damage?' (penasaran dia kenapa gue quit)
me: 'berat deh pokoknya. levelnya udah tinggi. perlu usaha ekstra untuk memperbaiki. i got no time for that.'
bokap: 'baik2 ya...'

***
huhu... ada ga ya laki2 asik kayak bokap gue yg bisa gue jadiin pacar? ada? ADA?

When we allow God’s power to pervade all our actions, and submit to his decrees, we shed all anxiety about the effects of our actions on others; we cease even to consider the effects of our actions. When we cease to consider the effects of our actions, we are adopting the attributes of God himself.

-Qushayri, "Risalah"

hehe

lagi males posting... males DQ... males ngapa2in. lagi seneng enjoying the ride. pengen marah ya marah, pengen ketawa ya ketawa, pengen diem ya diem. bener2 autis.

Falling Into You

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you



(Celine Dion)

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bagai Bintang di Surga dan Seluruh Warna dan Kasih Yang Setia dan Cahaya Nyata
oh Bintang di Surga berikan Cerita dan Kasih Yang Setia dan Cahaya Nyata

--

namaste,
-hani-

bila yang tertulis untukmu adalah yang terbaik untukku
kan kujadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

lucu banget lucu banget lucu bangeeeeettt

ternyata eh ternyata... yang bilang 'rela banget' minggu lalu sebenernya ga rela. huw! sapa suruh bilang rela padahal ngga.

obat yang tepat untukku yang sedang sebal jadi manusia

It is hard to be born as a human being and hard to live the life of one. It is even harder to hear of the path and harder still to awake, to rise, and to follow.

Yet the teaching is simple: "Cease to do evil, learn to do good. And purify your mind."

-Dhammapada

hhhh

ga tau ini termasuk sindrom sunday-hate atau ga. gue bete banget
sekarang ini. ngerasa dimanfaatin. sialan banget ya.

--
keep shining! :)
-hani-

hhhhh

it's no fun anymore. i'm leaving. you don't take this thing seriously
anyway. why should i bother myself with you.

--
keep shining! :)
-hani-

leaving

gue lagi BOSEN BANGET jadi manusia Bumi. selalu dinilai dari apa yg
terlihat mata. kenapa sih ga bisa take things as they are, ga usah
ditempelin atribut keturunan, pendidikan, harta, kerjaan, temen,
gelar, and all those damned materialistic tags? apa pada ga bisa
ngeliat esensinya aja? atau ga mau? spesies yg aneh! dikasi mata 2
pasang yg dipake cuma sepasang. dipercaya lagi! hhhh...

semoga di kehidupan sesudah ini gue dilahirkan di tempat yg mahluknya
berkesadaran lebih tinggi daripada yg gue temui di kehidupan ini,
amin!

--
keep shining! :)
-hani-

reserving a seat

Tuhan,
setelah kontrakku jadi Hani selesai, aku pengen pindah ke
dimensi/dunia/semesta/whatever yang mahluknya lebih sadar daripada
spesies manusia Bumi ya. aku caaapeeek dinilai dari kulit. ya Tuhan
ya? jangan lupa!!!

--
keep shining! :)
-hani-

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pindahan

pagi ini bangun jam 6.30. Febby nelfon minta dipasangin mp3 Flying Without Wings sebelum masuk kamar operasi. (see you tonight ya Feb! :)
abis itu gue mandi, siap2 berangkat. nope, bukan ke kantor tapi ke Depkes :P jam 7.30 cabut dari kos. beli soto buat sarapan, terus jalan kaki ke arah Casablanca. mo nyoba naik 44. jalan kakinya lumejen bow hehe... sebelum mikrolet masuk ke ke terowongan gue turun, nyebrang ke arah Depkes. jalan kaki lagi kira2 4 kavling. lumejeeeennn.... sampe sini jam 8.20. ketemu Rina di depan lift. sepinya...

nanti malem mau ke RS Cikini nengokin Febby. eh bokap gue ke Jakarta hari ini. horeeeeeeee....